In my dreams I live in a perfect world of order and beauty. In my dreams I finish every project I start, my house is always clean and my meals are always nutritious. In my dreams I am a size twelve (lets be realistic.)  In my dreams I have all the time I want to garden, quilt, paint, scrapbook, sew and decorate.  In my dreams I am a wonderful friend, I actually send thank you notes and birthday cards on time. In my dreams I am a wonderful wife, mother, grandmother,daughter, aunt and my children all like me. In my dreams I am an amazing teacher that inspires students to love to learn.  In my dreams I have fushia bushes, redwood trees, ferns and hummingbirds in my yard. (Oh wait that was in another time and place. I live in the desert now, but at least I have hummingbirds.)  In my dreams I am so crafty that I have a million ideas to share. Oh wait that part is true if I can get around to it.............